Revolutionary Drug Research Breakthrough Offers A Light At The End Of The Dark Tunnel For Heroin And Prescription Painkiller Addiction

The war against the addiction to opioid drugs in a multitude of forms ranging from morphine and heroin to prescription painkillers like OxyContin and Percodan often feels like a never-ending war. Whether the drugs are obtained legally or illegally, once a person becomes addicted the battle to become clean is a struggle against one of the most manifestations of chosen slavery in our world. ONE80CENTER is amazed by the news of a new medical breakthrough that could possibly signal a turn in the battle and a path that could lead to a new era of freedom from prescription painkiller abuse and opioid addiction.

Naloxone And The Body’s Immune System Response

A new drug that could be a revolutionary breakthrough in both the treatment of addicts  and the long-term management of chronic pain can block the immune system mechanics behind opiate addiction. Researchers at the University of Adelaide in Australia in conjunction with colleagues at the University of Colorado in the United States have pinpointed a key mechanism in the body’s immune system that amplifies addiction to opioid drugs. The results of the study showed that the drug (+)-naloxone (pronounced: PLUS nal-OX-own – a mirror-image drug to the widely known naloxone, or (-)-naloxone) would selectively block the immune-addiction response.

The results – which could eventually lead to new co-formulated drugs as assist patients with severe pain, as well as ending heroin addiction and prescription painkiller abuse,  was published in the Journal of Neuroscience. The team has focused its research efforts on the immune receptor known as Toll-Like receptor 4 (TLR4).

Dr. Mark Hutchinson Leads The Research Team

The lead author of the study, Dr. Mark Hutchinson said:

Dr. Mark Hutchinson & Naloxone

Dr. Mark Hutchinson & The New Drug Naloxone

“Our studies have shown conclusively that we can block addiction via the immune system of the brain, without targeting the brain’s wiring… Both the central nervous system and the immune system play important roles in creating addiction, but our studies have shown we only need to block the immune response in the brain to prevent cravings for opioid drugs… Opioid drugs such as morphine and heroin bind to TLR4 in a similar way to the normal immune response to bacteria. The problem is that TLR4 then acts as an amplifier for addiction. The drug (+)-naloxone automatically shuts down the addiction. It shuts down the need to take opioids, it cuts out behaviors associated with addiction, and the neurochemistry in the brain changes – dopamine, which is the chemical important for providing that sense of ‘reward’ from the drug, is no longer produced.”

The researchers said that opioid drugs such as morphine and heroin bind to immune receptors in the brain known as TLR4 which then act as amplifiers for addiction, ramping up the “reward” effect of drugs of abuse to a high degree. The new drug automatically shuts this effect down. “It really reduces the reward level down to the equivalent of food, sex, and hugs,” said Dr. Mark Hutchinson. In addition, senior author Professor Linda Watkins, from the Center for Neuroscience at the University of Colorado Boulder, went on to explain: “This work fundamentally changes what we understand about opioids, reward and addiction. We’ve suspected for some years that TLR4 may be the key to blocking opioid addiction, but now we have the proof.”

Clinical Trials In Eighteen Months?

Though clinical Trials are still 18 months away, Watkins goes on to say that she and her colleagues “believe this will prove extremely useful as a co-formulated drug with morphine, so that patients who require relief for severe pain will not become addicted but still receive pain relief. This has the potential to lead to major advances in patient and palliative care.” The National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA) in the United States and the Australian Research Council (ARC) funded this study. Clinical trials for the new drug may be possible within the next 18 months.

The clinical staff at ONE80CENTER celebrates the findings and supports the positive applications of such revolutionary research. If we can stop opiate addiction at the onset by preventing the basic mechanisms of addiction from functioning, the battle potentially could be won. Although people wanting the intoxicating effects would still abuse the drugs, the costs and toll of opiate addiction could be rapidly decreased and lessened. As the research updates about the new drug continue to come out, ONE80CENTER will post future info about this incredible breakthrough in the battle against heroin addiction and prescription painkiller abuse.

Destroying Old Belief Systems in Sobriety

DESTROYING OLD BELIEF SYSTEMS IN SOBRIETY…

One of my favorite quotes in the world is this one- “All that is gold does not glitter. All those who wander are not lost.”  It really bringshome the idea that everyone is exactly where they are supposed to be. It also speaks of value systems- what one person may consider wandering and being aimless, may actually be someone finding their way- or that things of real value might not look like it at first. Like in Indiana Jones, when he goes into the ancient ruins to fetch the Holy Grail. He looks at all the beautiful, golden, jewel encrusted cups in front of him, and he selects the crudest one, made out of clay. That clumsy mud chalice was the sacred object so many had sought after.

Alcoholism, recovery, sobriety, destroying old belief systems

All that is gold does not glitter. All those who wander are not lost.

Life is funny like that. Its like on Christmas morning (even if you don’t celebrate Christmas, humor me here), running to the tree and tearing open the most gorgeously wrapped presents, only to find nothing inside them. But on the other hand, opening the most awkwardly wrapped gifts covered in newspaper and duct

tape, and finding gifts of great value. Initially, we go for what is appealing. But if you consider what it means when something is appealing, what is it speaking to? Something that is attractive to us holds the promise of awesomeness. Alcohol and drugs were like that, for me. They both whispered to me empty promises, they told me I was funnier, more social, more bold. They told me things would be better with a drink in my hand and a straw in my nose. I would be more creative. People would like me more. I would like me more. Lies! The Ego wants everything to be fabulous, all the time, while it sucks your blood dry. It loves it when we believe the lies that will eventually destroy us. Bad old Ego.

Its been interesting in sobriety to look at what previously I considered appealing- on all levels. From relationships with friends, to clothing styles, to men, to the things I chose to spend my time doing. I leave no stone unturned in questioning what is valuable to me. Is it really valuable? Why? What does it truly offer to me and to my life? Is it sustainable? Does it make sense? I can tell you now that much of what I held dear in my using days, in retrospect, made little sense. I went in my closet after I got sober and it looked like a bunch of costumes- outfits for a life I wasn’t really living, but wanted to. Caftans for if I was on a yacht,1960s cocktail dresses. These were not for MY life. I got rid of them. I looked at the type of man I was attracted to. Emotionally unavailable, stormy, moody, brooding guys. I had to let go of that notion- it served my purposes for when I was also emotionally unavailable, but in sobriety, I am learning to be available on levels I never before considered. At one time, I thought I had to dress up and go out to have fun- going to the cool spots where people gather to look cool for each other (this includes some AA meetings in LA, I might add). It wasn’t until my second year in sobriety, after trying to make this shoe fit, that I realized it wasn’t how I wanted to spend my time. I am really a reader. I like to have coffee with a friend, play chess and air hockey, build a connection with a person. I like to play in nature. To travel. I had no idea. But its clear that I had it all ass backwards, and in sobriety, I learned not to take things at face value, least of all my own belief systems. Everything has to be examined. As I have heard it said- an unexamined life simply isn’t worth living.
There is also that part about wandering. At some point in my early sobriety, I felt some remorse that I had been so aimless. I had just gone where the wind blew me. It blew me to Colorado, to Seattle, New York, LA. It blew me into the arms of men I had no business being with. I went from doing one kind of drug to another, wine to vodka, from heroin to cocaine to pills. Whatever was there, I would take it, and wherever the wind blew, I went. I was full of regret for a while. But then one day, after going over some step work, I realized that I wasn’t wandering as in being lost- I was on my journey, and it couldn’t have been any other way. If I changed one or two small things, it all would have turned out different. Its not supposed to be different. It is exactly the way it is supposed to be, and it always has been. I can’t judge my path, but I can, and have, made it a success story by getting and staying sober, and helping others. If all that hot mess of a life turned into this life now, then it was all worth it. It justifies everything. I wasn’t wandering. I wasn’t lost. I was taking the scenic route to now.
Here is the rub- in recovery ,we learn we have to be ready to let go of old ideas absolutely. As we get more sober, we begin, if we are diligent, to recognize an old idea and to examine it thoroughly AND, most importantly, be ready to surrender it absolutely. Staying attached to old ways of thinking is dangerous. I am always ready to jump in and tear it up when I hear myself saying “I won’t,” or “I can’t.” Is it really true that i won’t or don’t or can’t, or is it some thing I told myself once and then attached myself to that way of thinking? And if I have an opinion- I love to shred those up. Opinions can bring a lot of disharmony, they are like a closed system. In a closed system, as energy is used, entropy is created, and chaos and randomness ensue. Opinions take a lot of energy, and thus create a lot of chaos, in the mind. Whenever possible I want to be neutral. And if I am going to have an opinion, I need to make sure its one that is alignment with my truth in totality, and worth the risk of losing a neutral stance about it. Its not easy to let go of long held opinions, but in my experience, when I go to the source of them. I discover they don’t have anything to do with me. The liberation that comes from letting go of them far exceeds the discomfort of letting them go.
Going back to Indiana Jones, and the Holy Grail made out of mud- I find this an apt metaphor for my life. Before I got sober, I often overlooked the sacred things in my life, going after the glitter and the gold, the dazzle false idols and meaninglessness of alluring pursuits. Now, I understand that it is in the simple things that I find that which gold and glamour promises but never delivers- a sense of belonging to myself, a feeling of being part of this thing, of being whole and complete just as I am, above the bad or good opinions of others. Freedom, the kind that is inspiring and exciting and playful, the kind that says I am in touch with what is sacred, and it is in touch with me. It doesn’t get better than that.

UC San Diego Study Discovers Adolescent Neural Patterns That Reveal Greater Risk For Future Problem Drinking And Potential Alcoholism

In a cutting edge study whose important findings honestly did not surprise the Clinical Staff at ONE80CENTER, researchers at the University of California at San Diego have uncovered adolescent neural patterns that contribute to our understanding of the biological origins of alcohol abuse and alcoholism. The study revealed adolescent neural patterns and brain activity in adolescents that imply a greater future risk of problem drinking and alcoholism. The finding will be published in the September 2012 issue of the Journal of Studies on Alcohol and Drugs.

 Adolescent Neural Patterns & Alcohol Abuse Risk

Tracking 40 12- to 16-year-olds who reportedly had not started drinking yet but were on the verge of entering that phase of adolescence, the study conducted Magnetic Resonance Imaging (MRI) scans on their brains.  The study lasted for over three years and tracked the progress of their children and their reported experiences with alcohol. Half of the teens started to drink alcohol fairly heavily during this interval. The researchers discovered that kids who showed less activation in certain brain areas were at greater risk for becoming abusers of alcohol and potential problem drinkers.

Teen Drinking & Adolescent Neural Patterns ONE80CENTER

Teen Drinking & Brain Activity Studied

Once the problem teens started drinking, their brain activity looked like the brain activity of heavy drinkers in previous studies conducted. Specifically, their brains showed more activity as they tried to perform memory tests. This pattern of heavy drinking typically included episodes of having four or more drinks on an occasion for females and five or more drinks for males. “That’s the opposite of what you’d expect, because their brains should be getting more efficient as they get older,” said lead researcher Lindsay M. Squeglia, Ph.D., of the University of California, San Diego. The findings add to evidence that heavy drinking has consequences for teenagers’ developing brains.

Predict Problem Drinking With Adolescent Neural Patterns

Although we have not yet learned all the clinical details of the study, ONE80CENTER will update this account with a future report on the specific findings. The study clearly adds a new layer to past research: there are adolescent neural patterns that predict which kids are at increased risk for heavy drinking. Such pre-existing vulnerability if understood could offer ammunition for preventative measures. Pre-existing vulnerabilities beyond family history and genetic predisposition that could be identified early through brain scans would be an effective tool in the battle against alcoholism.  ONE80CENTER always has believed in the value of prevention and education. The problem with this notion of scanning all teenagers for possible alcohol abuse tendencies is that it may not be considered cost effective.

In addition, other recent studies have implied that environmental factors can be as powerful and damaging to adolescents as genetic factors. Such environmental factors shown to be damaging to adolescents, leading to problem drinking and potential alcoholism include exposure to advertising in the media, lifestyle choices related to class and money, and overall social and cultural wildcards. “You’re learning to drive, you’re getting ready for college. This is a really important time of your life for cognitive development,” commented lead researcher Squeglia. ONE80CENTER looks forward to seeing the results of the whole study and helping to strategize how to apply them in future prevention and educational methodologies.

 

Intervention — Confronting My Daughter About Her Addiction

CONFRONTING MY DAUGHTER ABOUT HER ADDICTION TO DRUGS AND ALCOHOL

Getting my Daughter to agree to go to treatment was not the dramatic blood bath I thought it might be. Sometimes families need an “Intervention” in order to persuade the Alcoholic/addict to seek help. This is done by a professional interventionist who gathers family and friends together who collectively recommend rehab.

Journey, Treatment, Alcoholism

The Journey To Treatment

The prospect of confronting my daughter, coupled with the desperate measures we had become willing to take felt terrifying. She was so unpredictable and reactive that I suspected she might bolt or go on another crazy drinking and drugging spree. However I learned there were ways to minimize that risk. Here are some of the measures we took when persuading her to go to treatment:

- Choose a quiet moment to talk to the alcoholic. They are much more likely to hear what you have to say if it is not in the middle of a row or at the peak of a drama.

- Never confront an alcoholic by yourself. I made sure I was not alone when I broached the subject of treatment. If possible bring in as many support team members as possible. My husband was with me in the room and we also had the support of her therapist and psychiatrist, who had backed our decision and were not prepared to endorse her way of doing things. It is so important to have support, as it helps us to stay on target and not give into games and manipulation.

- Keep Calm. I made sure that what I had to say was said LOVINGLY but FIRMLY. Addicts and alcoholics will get defensive at a drop of a hat, so it is important not to give them ammunition by letting our own behavior slip; this means loss of temper ,name calling and being abusive. In Al-Anon they say, ‘Mean what you say but don’t say it mean!

- Stick to “I” and “We” statements. For example: “I feel concerned about you…I am frightened you are going to harm yourself.” My husband and I listed examples of her behavior that really alarmed us and said that we were afraid for her safety. We had become used to our home being a danger zone. I would have to hide valuables and lock up my purse and all medication. Strange people would come in and out at all hours and when she got angry she would smash bits of furniture. I lived in a permanent state of high adrenalin just waiting for the other shoe to drop. My husband and I had forgotten what normal life looked like. Most of all, we were unable to parent our two other children in any consistent fashion.

- Stay consistent and firm. I was prone to giving into her manipulation and had just started to draw more serious limits with her such as, “No matter what you say, we will not live with active addiction.” She was throwing back comments like: “I don’t have a problem…You two are crazy to think I have a problem…You should be able to handle me as I am…You just want to get rid of me…This is all your fault…You are terrible parents…” and, “Who wouldn’t drink with a Mother like you!“ At one point I had allowed lines like this to absorb into me. I had felt guilty and responsible, which had led to my giving into her demands on many an occasion. Thanks to regular Al-Anon meetings, I realized I had a part to play in this destructive dance by enabling her: I let her off the hook and gave her money when she demanded. I had learned that the illness of Alcoholism is cunning, baffling and powerful, and it will do anything and say anything to protect itself. We had to just repeat ourselves in a gentle way.

- Set limits and boundaries. In our case this meant refusing to continue to fund her lifestyle. Luckily she had no money of her own and nowhere to live and was utterly dependent on us for all her material needs. My husband and I said that we would no longer give her money and support in her studying unless she agreed to go to rehab.  This made her sit up and listen. We had to be 100% committed in following through on this, otherwise it was just another empty threat.

Amazingly (and after her initial rant) she agreed to try treatment for a few weeks. She even appeared relieved. Looking back, I think it might have been terrifying for her to be so out of control. Some drug addicts and alcoholics do not know where that next drink will lead them; it may be coming out of a blackout not knowing where they are or what time it is, or behind bars with a DUI. The only predictable thing about alcoholism is that it gets worse.

- Be ready to go. We had treatment all set a up and a bed ready and waiting . It was important to seize the moment once she had agreed as she could back track at any moment . We had to act quickly before she had time to change her mind. We planned to take her to treatment the following morning .

Be prepared for one last drinking/using spree. Our daughter behaved as many addicts do by getting completely loaded the night before entering rehab. She was still high when I drove her to the center. Even though she threw out the odd venomous remark on our 45 minute drive such as I was able to let a lot of it wash off me. The important thing was that she was willing to give it a try. I had hope that this could be entering new and better chapter of our lives.

- Commend THEIR decision to seek help. Even though we may have orchestrated the various elements  in finding a rehab it is ultimately their decision and they are taking a huge step in dealing with their addiction.

- Finally and most important of all TAKE CARE of yourself. If it looks like the situation is becoming dangerous or abusive the best thing we can do is get out of the way of the oncoming train. Accepting violence and abuse helps none.

She behaved as many addicts do by getting completely loaded the night before entering rehab. She was still high when I drove her to the center. Even though she threw out the odd venomous remark on our 45 minute drive such as I was able to let a lot of it wash off me. The important thing was that she was willing to give it a try. I had hope that this could be entering new and better chapter of our lives.

After More Than A Decade, Purdue Pharma, The Maker Of OxyContin, Agrees To Conduct A Clinical Study Of How The Prescription Painkiller Affects The Young

The effect of OxyContin on the young is finally going to be examined in a clinical study. More than a decade ago, federal regulators asked Purdue Pharma, the producer of the widely abused narcotic painkiller, OxyContin, to run such a trial. Although they started a study, it was dropped it in 2004 when the wealthy pharmaceutical giant cited limited financial resources. ONE80CENTER questions the validity of such a claim, considering the amount of profit that was being generated by Oxycontin prescription sales at the time. Without question, the Clinical Staff at ONE80CENTER believes that if prescription painkillers are going to be prescribed, they should be thoroughly tested across the board.

Best Pharmaceuticals for Children Act of 1997

With OxyContin’s patent set to expire in 2013, the company has not surprisingly begun a huge study of young patients on the account of the huge financial incentive involved. By conducting the study, the company opens the possibility for a patent extension that is literally worth worth hundreds of millions of dollars. In 1997, Congress passed the Best Pharmaceuticals for Children Act, the statute that created the incentive for drug makers to test their pharmaceutical products on young patients. Among the incentives is a possible six-month extension of protection from generic competition after a drug’s patent expired.

 OxyContin Last-Gasp Exploitation

Since the time that the F.D.A. asked Purdue to conduct the research, doctors have prescribed OxyContin to tens of thousands of children and teenagers without the benefit of study data to guide them. The company’s long delay in complying with the Food and Drug Administration’s request has angered many in the recovery community.  “It looks to me like a raw, crass, last-gasp exploitation of a drug that has been synonymous with misuse, abuse and harm to patients,” said Dr. Arthur Caplan, the head of the division of medical ethics at NYU Langone Medical Center.

 Senator Richard Blumenthal Fights OxyContin

Senator Richard Blumenthal & OxyContin Battle

Senator Richard Blumenthal & OxyContin Battle

Senator Richard Blumenthal, a Democrat of Connecticut who investigated Purdue Pharma while attorney general of that state, said that while the company might benefit from the pediatric testing law, its delay in running the OxyContin trial did not appear to reflect the statute’s spirit. Senator Blumenthal illuminated his point when he said: “If a drug is going to be used on children, tests to ascertain its safety should be run as early as possible.” Another problem is that so little is known about OxyContin’s long-term risks in adults, much less children. As a result, this study is like putting a band-aid on a gaping wound. The Clinical Staff ONE80CENTER agrees with Senator Blumenthal that such a study comes way too late after so much damage has already been done. Rather than an attempt to actually help, it comes across as a hypocritical ploy to keep the profits of Purdue Pharma flowing at the expense of the American consumer.

 

 

NPR Reveals Suboxone Abuse As The So-Called Answer To Prescription Painkiller Addiction As The Drug Moves To The Black Market

Although Suboxone appears like an answer to prescription narcotics addiction and illegal heroin and opiate addiction, it is pointed out in an  NPR probing report that it is also a very dangerous drug that should be managed only under the guidance of an addiction professional. Unfortunately, more and more addicts are turning to the black market and dealers to maintain their Suboxone supply in the tradition of marijuana maintenance. ONE80CENTER has used Suboxone to help wean clients off heroin and serious prescription narcotics like Oxycontin, Percocet, and Vicodin, but only in the context of a treatment environment that is controlled and monitored. At the same time, we have treated clients unable to wean themselves off of Suboxone after being repeatedly prescribed it by hands-off physicians and medical professionals.

Suboxone Becomes Narcotic Addiction Maintenance

When Suboxone addicts have a hard time getting prescriptions, they are turning more and more to a growing black market for the prescription drug. Suboxone is very different from prescription painkillers and illegal narcotics. With the generic name buprenorphine, it is very hard to overdose on. Addicts mainly take Suboxone to avoid withdrawal symptoms and manage their cravings. But the use of the drug can become a maintenance addiction in and of itself as it helps people get back into the flow of daily life. But not without a dependence on Suboxone as a maintenance drug that often leads to relapse and greater difficulties.

Prescription Painkiller Addiction Rate Out Of Control

In the NPR report that is focused on New Mexico, we learn the state has the highest fatal drug overdose rate in the country, and it has battled against one of the worst heroin epidemics seen in any state. In addition, a recent report from the New Mexico Department of Health shows the sales of opioid pain relievers that are popular recreational drugs increased by 131% between 2001 and 2010. “A lot of physicians are very resistant to prescribing Suboxone because they fear it will attract opiate addicts to their practices which brings with it a whole can of worms in terms of managing those clients,” says Seth Williams, a nurse practitioner who treats the homeless in Albuquerque. ONE80CENTER believes that Suboxone  should only be used as a temporary transition that leads to actual sobriety and a sustainable path of long-term recovery.

Suboxone Abuse Generates A Black Market

Suboxone Abuse Generates A Black Market

Buprenorphine — the main ingredient in Suboxone — has become one of the only drug s that doctors can prescribe in their offices to treat heroin and pain pill addiction. Because it is an opiate, the regulations are strict. Doctors have to complete a special training, and there’s a limit to the number of patients they can see. But the need for opiate treatment has drastically increased so Suboxone has moved to the black market.

Since the prescription drug overdose death rate in the US is three times what it was in 1999, ONE80CENTER believes that Suboxone should be used when it can be monitored and help to reduce the damage done by opiate addicts. As a harm reduction methodology, Suboxone makes sense, but not as a long-term answer.

Suboxone Black Market Is Not The Answer

If Suboxone gains a reputation as a street drug answer to narcotics addiction, a bad problem will only grow worse. NPR raised a lot of valuable answers in its piece on the challenges of  Suboxone. If anything, it falls right in line with the ONE80CENTER belief that the prescription painkiller problem in America is only getting worse and needs to be addressed by professionals. Harm reduction and drug maintenance strategies are not the long-term answer for addiction. The only true answer is sustainable recovery in the form of a commitment to true sobriety.

 

The Search for the Miraculous In Recovery

MIRACLE / n.-

a surprising and welcome event that is not explicable by natural or scientific laws and is considered to be divine.

Recently I spoke with a new friend over lunch about the miracles of life in recovery. It’s a subject that I will never tire of, because in truth, there really isn’t anything quite as interesting as hearing about how events synchronized in just such a perfect way, as if some invisible hand was guiding things along with that exact ending in mind. I rescind–there IS one thing more interesting than hearing stories like that, and it’s living in that zone where life always feels like you are being protected and guided by invisible forces. It’s fascinating to talk to others who also live in that zone, and then you have confirmation that this place is really a magical fountain of possibility available to anyone who seeks it, or, as one of my favorite quotes goes: “The universe is full of magical things, patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper.”

Miracles make the very vivid statement that 1) a loving God was intervening 2) to overturn the painful way that things normally work here, so that 3) sickness and suffering could be replaced with healing and happiness.

-from A Course In Miracles

So this friend and I were talking about being present when a friend passes away, and the stillness of it, and how it feels as if the veil has slipped and you can feel the divinity and grace that animates the waking world, the source of all miracles is very present when people come into, and out of this world. I have been present for both, and it’s a stunning thing to experience. He told me then of his bout with brain cancer, and how there was only one doctor who could perform the exact surgery he needed…and needed in less than a week…or he would perish. I don’t remember why no one could get in touch with the brain doctor–perhaps he happened to be on vacation that week–I don’t recall. This was truly life or death, and a miracle was required.
My friend who was telling me this story has three decades of sobriety. He has a lot of friends in recovery, and works with a ton of newcomers. During that particular week he was talking to a friend on the phone, who had a newcomer with

Miracles Happen

him. I believe the newcomer had 30 days sober. Maybe they had called my friend to ask about a meeting, and the conversation turned into this life or death situation that he was facing. The newcomer heard the doctor’s name and perked up; not only did he know the physician in question, they were related! He was able to make the phone call that saved the life of my friend, who is now cancer free. It would have been great if they could have met, but that newcomer relapsed, overdosed and died. But in that one moment, all of the pieces fell into place, and a miracle happened.

I think life is an ebb and flow of events, of life falling apart, and then falling, sometimes inexplicably, together. I love the saying, “God could and would if he were sought.” In seeking to know God, and see God in action, one looks for God, and one finds evidence all around. In looking for a miraculous life, in the search for the miraculous, it is revealed to you. I don’t think looking for it makes it happen, it just makes it available to you, because you have opened yourself up to it by the very act of looking for it. The other critical bit to living a miraculous life is acceptance. We have to be in a state of surrender and acceptance to things we can’t change (like when life seemingly ‘falls apart’) to be available and open and ready for the miracle of when things ‘fall together’. Things have to fall apart first, like a caterpillar has to surrender its body to a period of disorganization before the transformation can occur. And then, the miracle of a new life, with wings. A creature that could only move an inch a minute is suddenly flying, frolicking amidst clouds and flowers in the sunlight. This is life. It’s a gift and a miracle. The more sober a person gets, the more access they have to this reality. The less influence the ego has on a person, the more access that person will have to the Zone. And what is ‘the Zone’? It’s heaven on earth. People in recovery are so fortunate that this path is not only made available for them, it’s illuminated along the way, and there are people to guide you.
A lot of times, the horse will drink the water. But just as many times, it won’t. You are the horse. This golden life is yours. Drink it up.

Finding a Dual Diagnosis Treatment Center For a Loved One Is Not As Overwhelming As You Think

FINDING A DUAL DIAGNOSIS TREATMENT CENTER

Having had my moment of clarity – the realization that I could not manage my daughter’s recovery – and having realized that I needed to turn her care over to professionals, it dawned on me that I had no idea where to look for a suitable residential treatment center. I was so adrenalized that it had become hard for me to focus. I felt totally jumbled and chaotic and kept getting paralyzed by questions like, how are we going to pay for this? Although it felt like my husband and I had made the right decision, the question remained: Would my daughter agree to go? Finally, was I “opting out” of my own responsibilities by sending her away. I was her Mother and therefore was it my mess to clean up ?  My head just kept spinning and I needed to get some advice so I went to AL-anon.

My Al-anon sponsor had asked me, “What is the greatest good for all concerned?” and quoted the first tradition of Al-anon which is: Our common welfare should come first. When I applied this to our family situation it left no doubt in my mind: Sending my daughter to treatment was the best for all of us and it gave us a break to all get some healing and recovery.

 

CHECKLIST FOR THE IDEAL TREATMENT PROGRAM

dual diagnosis treatment center

Creating a Checklist For the Ideal Treatment Center.

Luckily (and in another moment of clarity), I decided to ask for help from two friends. One was an eminent Los Angeles psychiatrist and the other was a family therapist. Both had worked with clients with dual diagnosis issues. Both knew about my daughter’s addiction and mental health problems, and were aware of our family’s history going back several years. And of course, both were highly supportive of our decision. When they asked me what I wanted for her, I wrote a list (Mary Poppins style, I might add) and here is what I came up with:

1. A rehab program modeled on the 12 steps of AA. This seemed to be the most effective and long lasting way of treating alcoholism and addiction. I had many friends who had multiple years  of sobriety and were leading healthy productive lives.

2. A place with an awareness of secondary illnesses such as food and sex addiction. My husband and I had noticed that our daughter had a tendency to swap one addiction for another, so this was a priority.

3. Our ideal treatment center would identify itself as a legitimate dual diagnosis (mental health issues as well as addiction) facility. If the treatment center had a psychiatrist on staff, all the better. There was a giant question mark looming over our daughter’s depression diagnosis; we wanted to know that it would be correctly identified and, if necessary, medicated. If there was no on-site physician, then it was mandatory that she be in regular contact with a doctor.

4. It was also important that she receive intensive family therapy and support, as I was aware that our family dynamic needed attention. We were all at each other’s throats at the drop of a hat and used to scapegoating the alcoholic. Our whole family needed to find a way to heal and to learn to live peacefully with one another.

5. We wanted highly trained therapists who were used to dealing with young people.

6. My daughter had lost the ability to look after herself in very basic ways, so nutrition and exercise were also really important.

7. Given the nature of my daughter’s problems, we hoped for a place that offered long-term treatment so she could gradually assimilate back into normal life.

8. Finally, we wanted somewhere that took our insurance and that would be able to work with us (financially speaking) should our coverage expire before her treatment was finished.

dual diagnosis treatment center

I began to feel the tiniest bit of hope.

After reading this wish list to my psychiatrist friend, he suggested a place that met all the criteria. I was lucky enough to have a guild insurance that covered my family, but I was not sure it covered residential treatment. When I called the admissions office at the treatment program he suggested, they informed me that while they did not accept my insurance they worked with and heartily endorsed a place that might. I Googled their recommendation and found that it met all of my requirements, plus it also offered a comprehensive aftercare program. They were exceptionally compassionate and went out of their way at every step of the process…and yes, they worked with my insurance company (which agreed to cover up to 45 days of treatment). The synchronicity was extraordinary!

Everything seemed to fall magically into place and I began to feel the tiniest bit of hope.

RECOVERY ON TV – Shedding Good Light (and Bad) On a Tough Issue

RECOVERY ON TV

 Back in December, my kids started watching Gossip Girl on Netflix. I don’t allow TV in my house, but they discovered that old seasons are on Netflix, and it was on like Donkey Kong. 87 episodes. And wouldn’t you know, inveterate television snob that I am, I got sucked in. They would laugh at me, because they thought it was weird that a 43 year old woman would be so interested in a show about spoiled teenagers and their endless drama. Fast forward to now, and I come home and they have discovered Desperate Housewives, of all things. Now I think it’s hilarious that they, as teenagers, are so into a show about spoiled 40 year old housewives and their drama. And I am appalled to report, I have been sucked into this show, too.
Recovery, Alcoholism, Prism Awards, Sex Addiction, TV

Recovery on TV - a sensitive issue that deserves to be handled with care

Why I even bring all of this up is that on a recent episode, one of the main characters begins to struggle with alcoholism. She goes through all the same things we all go through: denial, waking up in weird places not knowing what she has done, putting on a happy face like nothing is wrong, and hiding her bottles. She even goes to meetings and goes home and drinks afterwards. She becomes friends with someone who is in recovery, but is also a sex addict.
While I love it when movies and TV deal with the nature of addiction and mental disorders and how it disrupts or destroys lives, as it does to this character, Bree, I hate it when they show meetings and alcoholics in an unsavory way. When she goes to the meetings, everyone else in the room looks like truck drivers, especially the women. Her sponsor is a frightening woman who looks like she could rip a telephone book in half. The guy who she befriends in AA is also a sex addict who ends up getting seduced by her son in her own bed. His addiction is depicted wrongly, as if he is a time bomb and the least provocation will send him on a sexual spree with anyone and anything, regardless of the consequences. This is rarely true, and is usually a lot more subtle than that. There is a lot more to understand about sex and love addiction, and this depiction just adds to the stigma and the shame for those who are struggling with it.
If I was struggling with sex addiction, I would have maybe been offended. The sex addicts I know are not perverts. If I was an undeclared alcoholic and was at home watching that show, cocktail in hand, I might have been surprised that I related so much to the character’s addiction and suffering. I might have recognized having a similar issue. But I would have also seen the way meetings and other alcoholics were depicted, and I might have decided that was not an option for me. At the meetings I have attended over the past 5.5 years, there is incredible diversity. All walks of life are there, from the unwashed street person to top models, from housewives to rock stars, and everything in between. I know that doesn’t exist everywhere–this is definitely an LA phenomenon–but it is fair to say that, well…all the cool kids are doing it. That being said, when it is made to look so incredibly uncool, it’s not a fair representation of the kinds of people who seek treatment and find relief in the rooms of Alcoholics Anonymous.
When I attended the Prism Awards in Los Angeles, I got to see the people who are trying expose fallacies about addiction, mental disorders, and other pertinent and often misunderstood social issues such as these. Directors, writers, actors, producers- a full range of talent who want to depict these scenarios in a way that helps the general public understand more about what these issues are, how they affect people, impact families, and often also show how one struggles in society due to the very lack of understanding they are trying to address. Had I not attended the Prism Awards, I might not have been so poised to notice the mishandling of recovery in Desperate Housewives, and how they missed an opportunity to shed some light on something that is a real problem in today’s society. People are riveted to their entertainment, and its the best occasion to embed a little education into the entertainment and into the minds of the viewers. That is the kind of responsible entertainment I want to see more of, and I am now even more grateful for the Prism Awards for recognizing the brave souls who endeavor to enlighten the masses.
Look for the 2012 Prism Awards on FX in September!

A Prescription Drug Not Designed To Treat Insomnia, Klonopin, a brand name of Clonazepam, Leads To Dependence And Serious Side Effects As Shown In Salon Article

In a powerful personal piece about her troubles with Klonopin and zombie-like side effects that drained her creativity, Diana Spechler uncovers how prescription drugs can be misprescribed. The Clinical Staff at ONE80CENTER believes it is important to prescribe prescription drugs with caution and as they are intended in order to avoid such negative outcome. Klonopin, a popular brand name of the benzodiazepine Clonazepam, was not originally designed as a treatment for insomnia. Although benzodiazepines, or benzos as users and abusers know them, does enhance naturally occurring chemicals in the brain that promote sleep, it also has countless side effects and extreme addictive properties.

Often Misprescribed, Klonopin Side Effects

The Happy K Of Klonopin

The Happy K Of The Prescription Drug Klonopin

Like Valium and Xanax, Klonopin often is used to treat anti-anxiety disorders, panic attacks and certain forms of epilepsy. Although the FDA has not approved clonazepam for the treatment of insomnia, countless doctors prescribe it off-label to treat clients and patients complaining of an inability to sleep. The side effects of Klonopin include behavioral problems, lack of muscular coordination, and a number of other side effects that manifest in rare cases. There is a strong risk of dependency, abuse and addiction with benzos. In addition, Klonopin reacts poorly with a number of over-the-counter medications and even herbal remedies. The prescription drug has a history of being particularly deadly when combined with alcohol.

Diane Spechler And Klonopin On Salon

To read the entire article by Spechler on the Salon site, please click on this link — http://www.salon.com/2012/07/28/my_klonopin_fog/

Suffering from insomnia for countless years, Spechler was prescribed Klonopin by her therapist. At first, she believed the drug was a miracle answer to her insomnia. Spechler writes:

If the middle of the night had once been a storm cloud, it was now a fluffy cumulus. Daytime, too, felt dreamy and tranquil. “I love Klonopin!” I told everyone I knew. Like a new convert, I tuned out the naysayers, who decried benzos as addictive. “I’m on a minuscule dose,” I assured them. I kept saying, “It’s changed my whole life.”

But Spechler quickly discovered a number of adverse side effects as she began to take the prescription drug on a regular basis. Her emotions narrowed, her personality became muted, and her creativity shriveled. A professional writer, Spechler describes what happened in an evocative voice that is both engaging and descriptive. She experienced the worse writer’s block of her life and became depressed and embarrassed. When she did write, the results were second-rate as though her creativity has been drained away.

Luckily, Spechler was able to break out of the zombie-like side effects and throw away her pills before experiencing extreme dependence. Afterwards, she looked into the causes behind what happened to her and was surprised by what she found. She writes:

In retrospect, I should have done more research. Well-known benzo side effects include “emotional clouding” and “loss of creativity,” which can be distressing whether someone wants to make art or not. “I have not been able to feel anything … in three years. I can’t even cry right,” wrote one member of BenzoBuddies Community Forum, an online group for people withdrawing from benzodiazepines.

ONE80CENTER is happy that Spechler found freedom from Klonopin before her problem spiraled out of control into actual dependence, abuse or addiction. If you or a loved one is having problems with Klonopin, the clinical staff at ONE80CENTER has the experience and the expertise to provide a medically monitored detox and a road to long-term sustainable recovery. To learn more, please call (888) 588-4180 for help and a free consultation.